Night Dreamer

I love the night for all the mystery and magic it promises. To borrow the title of one of my favorite jazz tunes by Wayne Shorter, I am a Night Dreamer. The night is when my imagination comes most alive. I am a great believer in the Divine Insight, those pings from the Universe, that come in the night. But in all honesty, I'm also a day dreamer. Being in my imagination is my happy place. So I thought I'd write a love letter to my imagination.

Hello old friend,

How I regret neglecting you or, more accurately, recent intermittent breaks in our communication.

I've underestimated your power many times and have wasted your valuable resources on dynamics / people / things that have proved unfruitful.

But it was never in vain. Always, I have been led by Soul to explore the greater depths and to grow. And certainly, experience has always delivered on that.

Always, I have learned a valuable lesson.

My capacity to imagine 'what is possible' is powerful.

You and I have always had a love affair that is true - a partnership that will last till my dying breath.

Moving forward, I promise you my full presence.

I promise to take care of this vessel that is the body, so that your voice is allowed to be heard and your truth to be carried out.

I am humbled by the vastness of your love.

How you're always speaking to me.

Your richness and depth.

Your magic.

This relationship with you is a blessed symbol of my abundance.

I need not seek 'out there' for what is right here living and thriving in my Soul.

In my house.

I vow to quiet the external noise so that I might not get so distracted again.

Many things in life are fleeting and illusory.

Regardless, you and I - when we focus together - we can communicate the human experience.

We can put this forth as a service to the greater good, can we not?

Oh, how I want to be of service.

This is not about ‘what I can get’ though, of course, I do hope for a comfortable life so that I may have the space and the luxury of focusing on this communion between us.

I wish to serve humanity through story.

I pray to the Universe that I may be so fortunate.

If I focus here, on us, I do believe it can happen.

This dream of becoming an author and novelist, will manifest.

With all my humility, I bow down to you my Muse.

You are a precious jewel.

A beacon of light in the dark.