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Wanting to Emerge
This is what an early April morning looks like in the North Carolina mountains. The air is crisp and serene. A friend I’ve made in recent...
May 6, 2023


Born from the Fire
We are the women born from the fire. Burning with anger to see the end of Roe v. Wade. A legislature more desperate to control women’s...
Mar 31, 2023


Losing My Religion
It came to me after a dream. A memory of myself as a seven-year-old girl. Better than a memory. I was my younger self - a sense of my own...
Feb 23, 2023


Yoga, Sex and Death: A Return to Grace
The Oxford Dictionary defines grace as “a quality of behavior that is polite and pleasant and deserves respect.” It’s a pretty...
Jan 5, 2023


Venus as a Boy
A neon sign radiated hot red with the word, MALO. Inside, the scent of fresh corn tortillas wafted through the air. A tatted-up waitress...
May 20, 2021


Magic is...
Three ducks flying over my balcony at first light and standing witness. Magic is broad, like shades of blue. It is the giggling of...
Apr 25, 2021


Night Dreamer
I love the night for all the mystery and magic it promises. To borrow the title of one of my favorite jazz tunes by Wayne Shorter, I am a...
Apr 11, 2021


Peaking during Quarantine
2020 will go down as one of the most trying years of my life - of our lives, collectively. The eyes of White America (well, maybe half of...
Mar 28, 2021


A note to my younger self
You’ve hidden from others. But even worse, you've hidden from yourself - work, exercise, alcohol, drugs, and sex being among your...
Mar 14, 2021


Text Me When You Get Home
After ten years with my husband Derek, on the heels of an intense year of marital funk and couple’s therapy, I call our therapist and...
Feb 28, 2021


The Old House: Letting Go
This is an empty house partly made of stone. Its walls are painted brown. No furniture remains, minus a few broken pieces. A cold...
Feb 14, 2021


Esalen
In a museum in LA, I stand in front of a large mirror contemplating the question imprinted across it in bold letters: If you’re so...
Jan 31, 2021


To an Old Flame
I did not want to write to you. Or maybe, I just wanted to write a lie. I did not want to tell you how you flipped a match into my soul...
Jan 17, 2021


Social Media: A Hiatus
The sunset on January 1st, ablaze with red, purple and orange, was beautiful to behold. It made me think of the importance of PRESENCE....
Jan 3, 2021
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